Turning 40 in a year, single no prospects and freaking out. For the last year or so, I have been sinking and sinking into deeper depression. I was hurt because the day when he stopped texting me was the day that I was with my cousin and celebrating my sisters birthday and Before Valentines Day, my cousin nd I were still together and I was telling her how I feel. Even now Im still not over it because despite everything I still love him.. After you "invested all that time" into him, you are the one who called it quits, so you can not blame him for moving on.You could not realistically expect him to sit around and wait for you to change your mind.We have been divorced now for almost 2yrs, it was a looong legal battle. We never had any kind of a relationship after our seperations about 2 1/2 yrs ago other than what we were court ordered due to our custody agreement.
55 new zealand was uploaded and shared a house for one month maybe take her mind and to say when we turn.
Didn’t write anything at all while others say it is the spirit telling me that.
Only to see what is happening around them and i was happy.
A month passed by, Two days after Valentines Day I saw a picture of my ex and my cousin together at a friend of my cousin’s facebook profile. We grew up together, she’s my first cousin from my father’s side and whenever I have a problem with my ex I always tell her everything. Instead, I got a text from my ex that whom I haven’t talked for a month suddenly telling me that I should move on and not to hope for anything anymore coz he already moved on and wishes me good luck for the future. In that instant I realized that I don’t know this person anymore.
First I suspected that my ex is dating my cousin’s friend. They knew each other through me because I introduced him to all my family and friends while he only introduce me to the member of his family and 3 friends in the 3 yrs that we’ve been together. The day after is when my cousin replied saying that she didn’t expect that my ex has feeling for her and that she can’t hold his feeling.. All the years we grew up together are gone in an instant. Now they’re together and she always post photos of him and her on insta and facebook. It feels so unfair that the guy that I gave my all to, the years that i’ve worked for was all taken away in a matter of time by a family member.. I always appear cheerful coz I want them to see that Im fine without them but I always think about it. Keep in mind that it was you who broke up with him.